I GOT CHOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE!!
Exciting isn't it? Or shall I say sad? Hm. I thought i didn't get cause the last time I checked it, they said "tidak dipilih" but now.. it bloody hell.. said "QUAH YING YING telah dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN."
Ah well. I'm feeling happy and yet nervous cause at least I get to train myself to be independent and not be too pampered. I'm feeling angry cause the bloody text message cheated me!! I hope I'll actually enjoy my time there and get along with people well as many of you know that I'm not really good at making friends and I've never been to a camp. >_<
Its a little pissing off when some of those who didn't get chosen tend to show their pity. I know I can deal with this so stop doubting me or making fun of the course or imaging me doing thing and doing that, i.e "Imagine Ying doing rock climbing".
positive thoughts... positive thoughts... positive thoughts... keep cool... keep cool...
Okay. Whatever. I'm not gonna be postponing the course cause I wanna hurry up and deal with it. At least I'll get tan/ black after the whole thing and nobody will be calling me snow white! Or saying "your skin is as white as your shoes." (you know who you are). xD
Anyway, I shall not think bout this now. I should be focusing on SPM.
I'm still pissed at the bloody text message that cheated me!
BigDummy.
p.s: LAUGH ALL YOU WANT! I KNOW THAT I'LL BE ENJOYING MY TIME THERE! i hope.
